I mean, my dad kept poking at me in a mad way. I can't believe I did this! I need to make a vow not to do this online. I followed each thing carefully and didn't go crazy but needed caps for expression. I understand if people don't like me. I don't need bad influence. I felt safe in reality, tho. It's just that online and sometimes in my head. I am annoyed about Bella because they are not being nice about her. They are supposed to be mean for Ellen. I disagree. It hurts and I'm not submitting. I don't know why she does this.